Physics was a total disaster!

Seriously, i regret studying so hard for physics yesterday. Whether i study or not, the result is definitely the same. This paper is totally inhumane. It not only demoralize me, it also make me give up on physics. The setter claimed that this paper is 2.5 times more difficult than actual o level paper. Well, indeed and to me, those questions seemed to know me but i don't know them. I was stunned when i saw the first question. While doing, i wondered whether i have the physics concept. Seriously, i don't know whether should i feel stupid or what. I think if i did not study yesterday, i will feel so much better. To me, there is only less than 5 questions doable! This is totally insane! Well, the setter also said very clearly that this prelim physics is a test whether we deserve to go for intervention programme. I think that, this paper is so disastrous that only the scholars can do it. Well, outside the general office, hui wen asked me how confident i was about the paper. My reply was, i am very confident of getting a F9. I think don't know whether is it lucky or not, our school vice-principal heard it. Well, she told us to not give up and must work hard for the next prelim and must be confident to get A1 instead of F9. Seriously, if the next prelim is this kind of paper, no matter how hard i worked, i will definitely fail! Seriously, if i did not fail this prelim physics, i think i am either abnormal or i am seriously a genius man! But i am sure that i should be neither of them so, i will fail. Seriously, i am currently so demoralise that i don't expect much for my physics MCQ or should i say i don't expect much for this whole prelim 1. The paper is so bad that currently still in the unbelievable mood that i am using the word "seriously" continuously for like don't know how many times! SS sbq was so difficult that i was rushing against time and anyhow did it. E maths paper 2 was tricky and i think i fell for every trap. A maths paper 1 was fine except for the 6 marks circle question but i made a lot of careless mistakes i think. Goodness sake, how can expect anything for next week's chemistry paper 1 & 2 and a maths paper 2?!?!?! Well, yu jun told me that this prelim 1 is a wake up call for us. But seriously, i think that this wake up call is a little too harsh, especially physics. Why must physics be so hard core?!?!?!

Due to this undesirable paper, in the afternoon, i went to watch Transformer 3 with ranice and grace. Well, it was a great movie with exciting scenes. It was as good as the previous series and this time, there is no Megan Fox and there are more exciting this time. Comparing the female actress in 2 and 3, i think that Megan Fox is still prettier. Initially, i was thinking whether i should watch Transformer 3 because i don't know whether was it good or not and i was badly demoralised by the physics paper. But in conclusion, i don't regret watching it because it was fantastic! I think that whenever the main character starts screaming, it was super funny. Especially when he was swinging along as the bad bot moved. He screamed like some mad cow and i think it was super funny. Sadly, this time there are 2 autobots killed. Sobs sobs... In conclusion, it was a movie deserved to watch so, people, go watch it! Well, currently, i am waiting for the whole prelim 1 to end and the following week, i am SO going to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2! I was waiting for it after since part 1. But sadly, it is the last series and after it, there will be no more... T_T But being able to watch harry potter, i am already very happy! WOOT!

Back from 天堂

I am back!!! Well, after since i go to tibet, i realise people call this place 天堂. This is because tibet is at high attitude and it seem to be so near to heaven so it is called 天堂. Well, i would say that this trip is definitely extraordinary. The history, the cultures, the scenery are really awesome. However, it is really difficult to go sometimes. Well, when we first arrive at tibet, for the first two days, many started to have headache and this is quite common in fact. This is due to the high attitude that our body is not use to it. But sooner or later, we will be fine with it and most of the time, by the time we are leaving, we are fully use to the condition there. But there are some who are weaker, will continue to feel nausea. There is one auntie in our group vomit badly throughout the trip and when we arrive at the mainland, she was perfectly fine. I think she won't enjoy the trip much but like she said, her dream is to go tibet and able to step on the land of tibet, to her, it is a dream come true. To those who really feel very bad, they will go for a drip near the hotel. According to the uncle in our group who went for the drip, after the drip, he feel so much better and very energetic. The most "memorable" thing of this trip is the toilet. The toilet is extremely extremely smelly and disgusting. It is the one of the most natural way of relieving yourself. Well, initially if we are really urgent, we were ask to relieve ourselves on the foot of the mountains but many oppose as everyone is not use to it. Even if there is toilet, some have no door and sometime no water supply to wash hand. Well, the worst thing is the toilet is so unbearable, yet they still charge 1 to 2 yuan. We pay to use such dirty toilets... The toilet also has visitors flying everywhere. They are the flies. They are really huge and disgusting! Well, now just have to treat it as an experience... Ohya, we also took the train from the Qinghai-Tibet Railway. We sleep in a room which can hold 6 people. This room is a triple decker and i was given to sleep on the highest decker. Quite comfortable actually. One good thing of our cabin is that the ventilation is quite good. As we had to take the train for 24 hours so we had a lot of free time to walk around so, i walked from the first cabin to the last cabin. Some of the cabins are very warm due to bad ventilation. While some are flooded as the toilets are spoiled... There are some cabins which have rooms that can only consist 4 people. These cabins are more comfortable because the beds are softer and the room is more spacious. The ventilation there is way better as everyone is hiding in their room comfortably. Meanwhile, those locals who took the train but could not afford tickets that provide rooms, bought tickets that provide them to just sit of a seat which i bet isn't comfortable at all. As i walked down, they sleep very uncomfortably. Some even sleep on the corridor. It was a very pitiful sight. After seeing them, i feel that i am so lucky... On the train, you can see the rich and the poor distinctively. It really shows how reality is like now. Overall, the trip was very interesting and fruitful as i managed to learn a lot. It is definitely worthwhile to go as long as your body condition allow you to.

Flying again

Tonight, i am flying to tibet. Well, it is an extraordinary place as well as a dangerous place. Well, it is extraordinary because it is filled with interesting cultures and it is place with magnificent scenery. The beauty cannot be described in words. It is like something you must see in order to understand. So, how can such a beautiful place be a dangerous place? Well, it is at high altitude so when we, people who are very used to the low sea level, goes up to places that are around 3000 and above sea level, we might be in bad health conditions. Like headache, tummy ache, vomiting or even more serious, you will land in the hospital or some even died due to heart attack. Well, it sounds very scary but don't worry too much. Take it naturally and things will be better. Well, my mum is quite worried about this trip but definitely, what we are going to see there is really eye-opening. For me, i don't know it is the right time to go but it is too late to think so much now. Well, i have brought homework and revision there since after this june holidays, it will be Prelim. Whether i have confidence for my prelim, i don't know actually but i will try my best. Hopefully, this will be a great opportunity to learn more and see more. For this trip, i did little find outs about tibet since i am busy will all my studies this few days. Well, my june holidays lessons just ended yesterday and there is a series of homework to do. Just like the turkey trip, i will have to do homework once i am at the hotel before i go sleep. Though it may seem tiring, it's ok since i have been use to this frenetic lifestyle anyway. Well, my mum also claimed that we would slim down at tibet since there is a lot of walking and travelling and due to this low and high sea level difference, we might feel terrible and have bad appetite. This factors will then lead to us slimming down. To me, it will be great! Since i feel that i am very fat and i really need to slim down! Anyways, i hope my mum and i will enjoy this trip and may this trip be a wonderful and safe trip.

Frantic Weather

What's wrong with the weather these few days? It is crazily humid and hot. The most interesting thing is at night and morning, it is extremely hot but in the afternoon, it is very breezy. It is quite the opposite compared to the normal days. Usually it is cooling at night and in the morning while it is sunny and hot in the afternoon. However, this doesn't come often. I think it happens countries, this weather is nothing. In temperate countries, temperature can go as high as 40 degrees celsius or higher and it can also go as low as below 0 degree celsius. The temperature range is so huge! But most probably, people living in temperate countries are used to this kind of like once a year. But it came a little late this year. Usually, it comes around the late april but this time, it is near mid-may. Though it is really hot nowadays, compare it to those in the temperate countries, this weather is nothing as it happens all year long. But in singapore, this hot weather seem to happen only once a year. It is so hot that yesterday night, the air-conditioning in my house is insufficient to keep us comfortable and cool. We had to get another 2 more fans so that the temperature is lowered and we can feel more comfortable. Today morning, when i stepped out of the room, i thought i had just walked into an oven. It was freaking warm! Usually, in the morning, i will switch on the heater before i bath but today, i don't have to. Without switching on the heater, the water is already warm enough. When i was bathing, i turn the tap to the extreme end where cold water will flow out. This shows the heat craze then. When i open my wardrobe, take out my shirt, it felt like i just took it out from the oven. The whole flat was entirely heated up! For the whole morning, i was crazy for air-conditioning. Thankfully, it started to rain around 8am. The temperature was lowered and it was much more comfortable. The weather was so hot that within a few hours, puddles of water on the ground were dried up. Well, this weather is somehow unbearable to me. I feel so sticky and hot and i am sweating like a flowing tap. It is totally insane!

为什么好人没好报？

Why doesn't kind souls in the world receive remuneration? It is very saddening... No matter whether it is in reality or in television shows, kind souls always tend to suffer and do not receive remuneration. Of course, it does not apply to all kind souls. But to what i see the most, it is so. Isn't this disappointing? Today when i was buying drink at the stall at the CC, i heard this auntie talking to another auntie. "好人终是没好报" During then, i realise how true is this statement. It just seems so unfair. Well, i am not discouraging people to kind-hearted but i am just trying to express this unfairness which cannot be change. Well, it is not a bad thing to be kind-hearted but do they deserve such unfair treatment? Most probably, for their whole life, they care for others, put others in front of themselves but yet, all they receive are sufferings. Shouldn't they deserve some remunerations? Maybe like what some others said. "好人是来还上世人欠下的债" But is that really so? Definitely, we don't know. But if it is really so, that is their previous life, it should be related to this life. It is just like the parents paying the child's debts. Parents are innocent and they don't have to pay for their child's mistake. Similarly, this life innocent and it should not be paying back the mistakes that are done in the previous life. Then, why is it so unfair to the kind souls? I can't explain, neither can i understand. Maybe no one can explain it too. But i really wish to know. To me, it is always so heartbreaking to hear that kind souls are suffering but there is no way i could lend a helping hand or nothing i could do. And all i can do most of the times is to stand there praying hard in my heart that the kind soul could feel better. However, it does not provide much help. Most probably it acts as an psychological support or encouragement but it does not help to improve the situation after all. To me, kind souls do deserve appropriate remuneration as their kind-heartiness is not something everyone has and is something that we should respect.








总而言之，叔叔，您是好人啊。。。

Back from Motivational Camp

Yesterday, i came back from the motivational camp. In conclusion, i was hardly motivated. This camp is more of a leadership camp than a motivational camp. Personally, the games they organised aren't that bad but it does not fit the motive of being a motivational camp. The workshop is the only thing that i feel it motivating me. And i do learn something from the workshop and i felt enlighten by what the speaker had said. Most probably, motivational camp has to come from workshops but in this camp, there is only one workshop which most probably make it insufficient for such camp. If someone ask me whether i enjoyed myself, i might most probably say maybe. Firstly, i was bitten my mosquitoes all over which is something i expected but i didn't know it will be this bad. Secondly, in the morning of the second day, i was desperately hoping to go home which shows how much i want to leave the place. Thirdly, once i came back to Singapore, even when the wind blew across, i thought it was a mosquito and started to scratch here and there. Really terrible. Well, maybe because i am badly spoilt by the great environment in singapore without mosquitoes and when i get to malaysia which has a lot of mosquitoes, i just start to grumble. However, comparing this campsite to the rest of the campsite i ever went to, this is considered one of the best (other than the mosquitoes). It has beds which are quite comfortable and the food is fine. Also, among the 3 activities, casualty challenge and the kite making were the best. Casualty challenge requires teamwork among members and the activities are quite similar to the ones we had during the secondary 3 camp so maybe that's why we managed to get on quite fast. Kite flying was a pair work by me and jolyn. We had to make a kite and it was quite a failure. After making the kite, we had to fly it. I released it and jolyn ran with it hopefully it will fly. But it failed. We tried a lot of times, and failed as many times but we kept of laughing and laughing at our failures. We tried to modify it until it will succeed but not a single try succeed and sadly, we don't have that many tries, therefore we just have to give up since the activity has ended. Well, the camp fire was not that high compared to the secondary 3 one. Maybe due to time constraint. If there was more time, the camp fire might have been better. This camp isn't a total failure but i feel that it does not meet the purpose of being a motivational camp. Maybe there should be more workshops so that the camp will be more motivating to the secondary 4 and 5 students who are facing their o levels.

Motivational Camp

Tomorrow, i am going to camp but i am totally not excited at all! Firstly, i don't know how it is like at the campsite. Secondly, there are sand flies which are 10 times itchier than bites of mosquitoes. Lastly, I DON'T LIKE CAMPS!!! Well, because of this camp, i missed the royal wedding in United Kingdom. Although i can watch the repeated one, the feel is somehow gone because by the time i see it, it is already over. I will also me the 女王本色精华版 which the favourite character Aunty Lucy will be acting in. Due to this camp, i miss so many things which make me feel unhappy. But i can't do anything. I have to go to the camp since i have already paid. Seriously, i don't expect much because the activities include building of sand castles and making of kites. Sorry but to say, it is BORING! How i hope that this camp will include activities that i had during my primary 5 camp. Well, during the camp briefing, we were told and shown that the campsite is resort-like with swimming pool (which we don't get to swim in). However, this picturesque is badly disturbed by the images of sand flies. Looking at my leg, i just got some mosquito bites in school and now, i am going to camp to get more bites which will be way itchier. Goodness sake, i hate it man! I remember during my primary 5 camp, i had a very bad impression. I came back home, hating camp and almost swore not to go camp anymore. The campsite was muddy when rain, had frogs, spiders and many other more insects in the toilet and it like a place to make us suffer. Although the living condition is bad, the activities are fun! In contrast, tomorrow's camp has good living condition but what about the activities? I don't really expect much fun. Well, most probably because it is a 2 day 1 night camp and it is at Malaysia so travelling time took up quite a lot leading to lesser amount of activities. From the past 3 days, i have been grumbling about camp and hope that i don't have to go camp. But things can't change now. So disappointing... Well, just hope that tomorrow will be fun. But like what i said, it is a HOPE!







他只是他的替代品吧。。。 悲哀啊，悲哀啊。。。

Achieved miracle

I felt like i did some form of miracle yesterday and i really hope that something like that will happen in my "O" levels. Well, i had my NAPFA 2.4km run yesterday and i could somehow predict that i would fail. Well, i failed nearly every year. Last year when i managed to pass is because jolyn gave me a push. But this time, there is no one to push me since jolyn has to run for her fitness test too and all i have is to depend on myself. The most worrying thing is stitch. Well, for the past 3 years in Zhonghua, i had stitch for every 2.4km test so i am super duper worried that it will come again this year. So i hoped hard that it will not come and asked around if anyone know any prevention for stitch. Some told me not to eat before the test and stitch will not come. However, some others told me to eat something or else there will be stitch. In this case, i have no idea what to do or who to believe so i came to a conclusion. I will just listen to what ms lin told me 3 years ago, just keep on stretching the side muscles. Before the test, when we were queueing up, i was busy stretching my side muscles and i felt nervous (as usual). When everyone started to run, i ran too. I kept myself at constant speed, not too fast nor too slow. After 3 rounds, i started to get tired and wanted to walk but i told myself, i will run at a constant rate until the 5th round. Then, i may start walking. At the 5th round, somehow i felt that i shouldn't start to walk but i really feel like walking and i was hesitating. Then, when i was reaching the curve of the route, jolyn who has ran finished asked how many round am i left with. Well, since i have not been talking about the past 15 minutes so when jolyn talked to me, i just shouted "LAST ROUND!" After i said that, i quickly sped through the route to the ending point. I didn't know that i had the energy to speed through. I was a little bit amazed by my capability. Jolyn help to take note of my timing and it was 15minutes 58seconds. This was my best record ever! I have never hit a 16 minutes in my past 3 years and yet, i managed to achieved 15 minutes and 58 seconds. I felt like it was a miracle. When i ran finished, there was a slope and i nearly rolled down and i am so tired that i really wish to roll down but of course, i didn't. When i got onto ground floor, i breathe like i was having asthma. I breathed real hard! My feet felt like they were in fire. Well, i could conclude that practising a few days before going for 2.4km is indeed useful and it is something everyone should do if they want to achieve good results. Indeed, i am very proud of myself to achieve such timing. But can i achieve such good results in my "O" levels? I really hope so but i still can't get the "O" level tension mood. Just like 2.4km test, one must practise. But if i don't get into the correct condition, no matter how much i practised, what goes in will just come out. Miracles don't happen often so, hoping to achieve miracles without working hard for "O" levels may be my wishful thoughts. But i think everyone will always hope that lady's luck is beside us, all dreams and wishes will come true and miracles will take place. But, an effort must be put in in order to achieve all of these.

Double eyelid to triple eyelid

On saturday, when i woke up, my eyes were very tired and heavy and i felt really uneasy but i didn't really bother because i thought it will be better in the afternoon. But when it came to the afternoon, it was nothing better and it was still very heavy. But i didn't know what went wrong. Well, on sunday then i realised that my left eyelid had some problem. My eyelid was originally double eyelid but somehow, it became triple! Seriously, i have totally no idea what happen and it looks weird and makes me really uncomfortable. On sunday afternoon, i took 5 - 10 minutes of my time, standing in front of a mirror trying very hard to change the triple eyelid to double eyelid. Well, it somehow succeeded. But the eyelid got back to triple when i bath at night. Today, when i woke up it is still triple eyelid and i really don't like it. It is not the appearance that i bother the most but it is really uncomfortable. The eyelid became heavier so it tends to lie on the eyelashes which makes my left eye really uneasy and it make me feel like rubbing my eye. I don't know if it is lucky to have it only on my left eye only or not. I asked my mother why did my eyelid turn from double to triple and she gave me 2 reasons. Firstly, it is because i have insufficient sleep. Secondly, it is because i have too much sleep. Well, i think that the second reason is more likely to be impossible because i always have insufficient sleep instead. So, it should be the first reason. But is there any ways to change the triple eyelid back to my double eyelid? Well, there is no harm telling me the solutions because i really find triple eyelid UNCOMFORTABLE!

A Birthday Eve Celebration

Tomorrow, it is April Fool's Day and it is also elaine and my birthday. Sadly, i am growing older by one year. Today, puay suan, yu jun, jolyn, grace, ranice, elaine and i went to seoul garden to celebrate elaine and my birthday. We had a lot of fun and laughed hard. Actually, there are quite an amount of photos but since i just reached home so, i didn't have time to upload them. But it will be available on facebook. In total, we ate 76 plates of food. Quite amazing because it is quite a lot. We were very full and bloated after the meal. Yu jun and grace were the main chefs of the day. Well, the bbq fish yu jun made was golden brown, very nice on appearance and in the mouth. Grace's one, isn't that bad but not that pretty compared to yu jun's. Maybe because they sat at the middle so naturally, it became their duty to bbq the food. Puay suan's seat was the best. It was the "king's seat". All she need to do is just eat eat eat. Well, we purposely left that seat for her. Ranice and puay suan also bought a cake for elaine and me. I was a little bit shocked and then, i realised the reason for them to ask which cake would i prefer if i have to choose one at the cake shop yesterday. The cake was nice and i think i had like 3 to 4 pieces. They said they wanted to buy the mango one because i said i will prefer mango but it went out of stock so, they bought the chocolate one instead. We crapped a lot and joked about nearly everything we said. From food to toilet to age to anything. I would say that today is a happy and enjoyable day. I would really thank them for the cake as well as the celebration. I bet everyone enjoyed themselves. Before i end this post, i would like to wish a very very happy birthday to elaine and myself and those who are celebrating their birthday tomorrow.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

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